Good evening, my beautiful sparkling Snowglobes!!
Have you ever had that feeling that you´re leaving your childhood behind you? Well, I am having that feeling since I was 15. When it started, I couldn´t quite define it. But then I wanted to do less and less things I´ve always loved doing as a kid. Then, two years ago, I even drew a picture about how I felt:
(I never said it was a great picture, okay!)
Anyway, since then the feeling got stronger but I somehow forgot about it. Than, last year, I was home alone for three weeks and the feeling returned. I felt kinda gown up. But as soon as my parents returned, the feeling vanished again.
The last two weeks I´ve been alone again. The feeling didn´t return. In fact, I felt something different entirely: I felt completely grown up. And I liked it. I was responsible for everything, had to cook for myself, go to work and all of that. I loved it. But yesterday my parents returned. And staying at home with my parents and younger brother is making me feel less grown up. So: I want to move out - live on my own. But I can´t afford it yet. Which makes me crazy.
Does anyone of you feel the same or has some advice for me, how to deal with this?
Vanessa xxx
Have you ever had that feeling that you´re leaving your childhood behind you? Well, I am having that feeling since I was 15. When it started, I couldn´t quite define it. But then I wanted to do less and less things I´ve always loved doing as a kid. Then, two years ago, I even drew a picture about how I felt:
Anyway, since then the feeling got stronger but I somehow forgot about it. Than, last year, I was home alone for three weeks and the feeling returned. I felt kinda gown up. But as soon as my parents returned, the feeling vanished again.
The last two weeks I´ve been alone again. The feeling didn´t return. In fact, I felt something different entirely: I felt completely grown up. And I liked it. I was responsible for everything, had to cook for myself, go to work and all of that. I loved it. But yesterday my parents returned. And staying at home with my parents and younger brother is making me feel less grown up. So: I want to move out - live on my own. But I can´t afford it yet. Which makes me crazy.
Does anyone of you feel the same or has some advice for me, how to deal with this?
Vanessa xxx
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