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2017 / 2018

Hey Ho you wonderful people behind the screen :)

I sincerely hope you had a wonderful start into the new year!
I certainly did. Just want to give ya´ll a small look back on my 2017 and what´s about to happen in 2018.

2017 was way better than it´s predecessor. I achieved quite a few things, which I´m really proud of (you knwo I´m normally just a lazy person).
- I finished writing my book and published it on 4 June. Two years worth of writing, editing, scratching ideas together is finally out in the world. And I also started to translate it into English :)
- I scrambled all my bravery together and told my crush about the confusing feelings I have for him. He was super chill and we decided to stay friends, which I´m really glad about because I value his opinion and his friendship very highly.
- I moved out. Actually I had stopped looking for a flat but then an offer landed in my letter box and here I am - writing this post in my new and very own flat! <3 
- I successfully finished the first year of my apprenticeship and made a wonderful new friend during the course of it (yes, Ellie, I´m looking at you). Wouldn´t wanna miss her for the world.
- my depression and anxiety reached a new high, although generally talking it got less worse.
2017 truly was my year.

2018 will be just as exciting.
- 30 January is the first important exam for my apprenticeship. Which is why right now is basically all about learning.
- I hope to finish translating my book and publish it in English as well.
- from 10. September until 02. November I will be in England (in Bath to be precise) because of an internship. I am so hyped about this. 2 months in bloody England - how much better could 2018 possibly get? <3
- and of course I hope to be able to make new acquaintances, live life to the fullest and generally have a lot of fun.

Happy New Year!!

Stay safe.
Vanessa xxx

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